wish u happy always

wish hu
some will noe geh
no nid mention name lah
.
i feel u happiest than last time
so i juz can wish u happy
i think my hp will not hv ur name shown on my phone again luu
nvm
its ad 1 month more le
i think u still beh song me loh
nvm also
i biasa
.
actually i willing send u a msg after spm
"r u really hate me"
but i din hv guts
and i feel useless after send all of tis
without me ur life still colourful
mayb u feel in kl so fan
bcos always think me
hehe,i noe impossible lah
so u go to other town work
.
at here juz gv u some advice lah
at there working not so easy geh
and u may get some sick
bcos u always nid smell the smoke
if now i still wif u fren
i muz stop u
and dun gv u go there 4 work
but u ad grow up
so u always feel me
ngam cham
ok ,i am
so i noe u also will care urself
18 years old jor not means by
u can do anything u like
b4 do anything u muz think kfully
bf or family or work or watever lah
i not willing to hear tat ur bad voice
from other ppl
so tat is i willing tell u geh
.
i also dun no write for hu seeing tis post
haiz ,sendiri tengok lah

go for shopping luuu

2day is holiday my dad free

so he bring us go shopping

ngek ngek

buy cholth mah

2day my father bcum my bf jor

i love tis bf so much

although he is fat and big men

but hv a guy help me buy stuff without seeing price

i quite enjoy

。

i wan change my self

bcum more nice

i means my face and cloth

i din buy so many

bcos i noe my dad economic

another reason is i bought a few from my sis 's fren

hehe

so buy some casual wear oni

i wan buy watch and shoes

but cant found it

so mayb tis sun i go somewhere search again

haha

and buy some cloth for my self

cause i wanna change my casual look

not channge so much lah

juz dun wan like now yong sui

hehe

。

love my dad so much

although some time he so hak yan zhang

bcos of he characterities

but without him

i will not like now

he gv me money to survive me

and always tell us when buying

看到什么喜欢的就买

自己喜欢才是最重要

climbing bukit tabur

12/12/09

2day go 4 climbing wall

yesterday my bro suddenly ask me wan go 4 climb bukit or not

then i say ok ah

juz u and me?

he say u can call ur fren de

then i mah quickly told tat 3 ppl loh

wah,all say ok woh

hehe

so happy

.

5am gv my bro awake me

then bla bla bla(change chloth lah)

go downstair

wah,loving boil egg

hehe,my bro make 4 me geh

then go fetch luuu

wah,when till there

aduh,really bukit leh

walk jor 5 minit like tat

all say ditipu cum jor

i say i also ditipu but i din complain

.

seeing ky scary face

i feel so compunction

cause i dun no he got wei gao zheng

but ad up till half jor

so he muz finish it

i keep console him

finally he successs

.

tat lee moon hui leh

din let me deceive

she show so steady but i noe

she so scare de

but i trust she can done it geh

.

tat gps leh

ok lah,din pk at bukit

hehe

like me loh so steady de

haha

.

me leh

when going down

dunno y always jatuh

aduh

sakitnya

abit lah

.

then go mcd

then bac my home

then play rami

all bcum dewa judi

haha

then bac home luu

in the beginning i scare them will scold me

but actually they also enjoy tis trip

wat the Fxxk

2day actually accompany wif moon go kepong cafe revision chem

b4 tat i nid to buy dog food 4 my sis's dog

after bought then go tat cafe lu

when till the "ten junction"

so many car

then i as usual drive to opposite there lu

i saw the car stop jor

then my car head go out first

then ,PUM

.

oh my god

the motorcycle rush and crash my car

whole bumper cum out jor

then i turun cakap cakap

he scold me

then i scold bac him luu

the important thing is

i din scare about the accident

then call moon call my mum

then call my bro

then call my dad

waliao

so dai zan jiong

.

he wan RM100

i say i not enough

then he say pergi lapor polis lah

saya mesti betul punya

waliao

ok loh

say like tat

i think jor awhile

then my dad call me also

then

T.T

i RASUAH again

i lost jor rm100

but tat guy injured jor

although my car is serious than him lah

then ok luuu

settle loh

.

walao

like so many ppl see my car

and saw me crash

wat the f

about tis 2 month

i really really

malangnya~

wan bcum hak zai jor

all the thing in my live

ad happen so many problem jor

arrhhhh ,wat a kesian ppl

.

money din hv

car din hv

luck din hv

fren almost din hv

result din hv

arhhh,i nid luck ah

without luck me juz like poor guy

wat also din hv

aiyo,dun happen tis all again lah

no title,lazy think

every ppl think 5C was a happy and co-operate class

ya,last time i also think like tat

in the end of tis year

5C member r so enjoy and play till so happy

except me

i very un happy in the end of tis year

the oni word i can say

sorry ,i'm not belong to 5C

and of corse not belong to 5B

i always go 5B juz bcos hv somebody pay attention and care my feeling

when i still belong to 5C how cum din like tis happiest and gather

mayb my problem

yong sui lah u ,tkk

actually

i very very williing ask u

we still fren ?

and tell u all the thing

but u trust them and treat me as enemy

very wan to f tat fake ppl

pui....

ppl hu scare din hv fren geh always no fren geh

i tell u

juz keep on tat lah

i noe i am lonely now

so what

i am emo

so wat

dun at there try to spoil me again

i'm not a easier bully by anyone

if not u i think i still gather wif 5C

if not u i think my family still alive

and i wan to say

i din say my family seperate b4

graduation lyrics

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June

I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon and there was me and you

And then we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

Chorus:

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

(Chorus)

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

(Chorus) x3

————————————————————中文歌词 毕业

我们曾整夜讨论以后的生活

不知25岁时我们会在哪里 　

我坚持认为时代不会更替 　　

坚持认为事物会亘古不变 　　

但当今年离开，我们就不再回来 　　

不会再呆在一起，因为我们会过着不同的生活 　　

如果你有需要讲的话 　　

最好现在就说吧，因为你不可能再多有一天 　　

因为我们在往前走，不能放慢脚步 　　

记忆就像在播放无声电影 　　

我经常想起六月的那个夜晚 　　

我对爱还了解太少 　　

但它又来得太快 　　

我和你在一起 　　

我们获得了真正的自信 　　

呆在家里和我在电话里聊天 　　

我们兴奋，也很害怕 　　

自嘲自乐，认为生活不公 　　

这就是全部的感受 　　

当生活继续，我们记得 　　

所有我们在一起的时光 　　

当生活在改变，但无论发生什么 　　

我们仍然永远是朋友 　　

如果我们身居要职、赚得很多钱 　　

当我们回顾今天 　　

是否我们的玩笑仍然有趣？ 　　

是否仍然记得我们在学校里学到的一切？ 　　

是否还试着触犯每一个条例？ 　　

是否聪明的小鲍比会成为股票经纪人？ 　　

我们能否找到不会影响我们晒成棕褐色的工作？ 　　

我坚持，坚持认为这并不是再见 　　

坚持认为已到了展翅高飞的时候 　　

这就是全部的感受 　　

是否我们会考虑未来就像我们考虑现在？ 　　

是否我们在社会上能挺下来？ 　　

是否我们能获得某种成功？ 　　

我猜我原以为这永远都不会结束 　　

但突然好像我们都已经长大成人 　　

是否过去会像影子一样跟随我们？ 　　

是否当我离开这个地方，这些记忆会褪色？ 　　

我坚持，坚持认为这并不是再见 　　

坚持认为已到了展翅高飞的时候

very very meaningfull

like wat i wan to say

shit result

although haven get the result
but i ad scare about it
i really so careless
damn careless
from the first paper till now
it let me lost so many mark

i really so scare i hv done wrong
bsos i scare result will so ugly
i feel so sorry to my teacher
esspecially teacher hu teach me well geh
i also feel sorry to myself
study in whole year still get a bad result

arhhhh
hu can console me
my brain always think about the paper
think about my careless
think about the result
everytime i freshback
i feel hurt like heartbreak
hu can stop me

fake people

go away from me lah

shit u

dun try to spoil me at other ppl

wat i had say i noe

hu really treat me gud or bad

or either with me together is for something

i noe all of tis

my feel will tell me

i also will estimate it

i clearly see thru matter recently happen

无言

我以为我可以很坚强

可以让我恨心点吗？

可以让我停止想吗？

stupid idiot tan kah kei

wat wrong with u

can u be stronger or not

..............

i hate november
i really unhappy in tis month
really wanna cry out
or shout out
.
all ppl c me like happiest than last time
i think most of the i am unununhappiest
i hope i can be
the real stupidk
i hate nowaday's stupidk
i hate tat feel
fxxk



IIIIIII damn UNHAAPY

thx someone

thx 4 being my best fren b4

the happiest moment

was with wat the family and

playing with u

but the sadness moment

also start in tis year

.

i wont say anymore

wat u hv done on me

i will try to 4get

it also my memory

i will not blame anymore

it hard to blame now

mayb it better 4 me now

i will not care anymore

cause din hv feeling on that anymore

no more tears also

.

all should over

ppl say me childish

mayb yes ,i am

but till now i strongly argue tat i din wrong

from beginning till now

stop all the childish thing

the topic of us will ending now

and ending by me

from the beginning till now if u still feel tat is my problem

ya ,it is

juz keep tat thinking

hu correct hu wrong

it not important 4 me now

.

some ppl say the life which hv deplore tat is real life

today is wednesday

after 2 days more

we r really ending all of tat

tis word i told gps b4 tis in a night

so happy tat help a pair of fren b best fren again

but 4 me.......

.

thx play wif me

thx 4 advice

thx 4 care me b4

thx for everyting

thx 4 given the memory in secondary school

the memory u had given me i will not 4get

wat i had choosen i will not contrition

bcos tis was my life

i'm glad hv u b4

.

...............END...................

learn something

2day i go school

even so many ppl din go school

but i din follow

hehe

gud student mah

still hv benz accompany me

in the same day i heard something

actually it was pass so many day+ month ago

i noe it too

but 2day the news was latest and make me sam tam

haiz

remember tat wei kee

say b4 ,frens r nothing

i quite agree now

i nid learn from moon hui

learn wat?

study

wan loh, abit lah

is attitude

not serious attitude of corse

hehe

is how to make life more easier to pass though

b the calm ppl

actually everything i noe

i heard but mke silent

i trust it

if u wan let me noe

u will tell me personally or in other ways

i hope tat too lah

but finally din hv

a few disappointed on it

but i ad abominaton on it

is it happy or sadness?

hu care....

interview for 知己 / better fren

i also scare alone de mah

hu wan b

the syarat-syarat so easy oni

dun lie me

tell me the truth

the most important of corse is wan hv mo qi with me

i wan very 投契with me geh

hehe,easily communicate mah

hehe,haiz ,mayb i lelong lelong also no ppl wan me de lah

mooncake festival 2009/10/02

quite crazy 2day

but i enjoy it

almost 26 hours

me ,kien yong ,pei san

stick together

haha

in the morning

go pasar do aunty

-skip-

back my home

quite boring

so i continue finish my puzzle

and also call them help me

in the beginning

so sleepy loh

but finally

me and pei san +kien yong abit help >.<

finish jor

so haapy loh

1000 pices ,original de leh

-skip-

go kien yong house

slept at his bed

ooooooh

-skip-

start luuu

eat eat eat

so many round

hv 中场休息

all at there play rami and card

aduh

-skip-

write wish at kong ming deng

walao they write so many loh

only me and benz

the fastest finish writing

hehe

-skip-

do no hu started

at there keng sam si

(like me,hehe)

all keng so high liao

but cant too late

bcos other nid bac home

but munyian ,benz ,san ,sleep at my home

then kien yong decided

continue it so he also sleep at my home

haha

keng keng keng

wao,almost 6pm liao

mun yian sleep jor

then we also sleep

sleep jor 2 hours like tat oni

but not so tired

so many funny thing happen

when in my room

-skip-

2day nid help them fong sang the kong ming deng

hehe,hope dun burn it luuu

yaki-yaki

hehe,tis juz starter oni
view of yaki-yaki,9s
c her eat a lot

yeah ,ais cream baskin robin

wao,so concentrate leh

c tat flame

eat jor a lot lu,delicious loh

my helper

aduh ,so wei sek

he post so funny loh

yeah
2day quite happy
the whole holiday
the most happiest

i din regret to yaki yaki
even thought juz 4 ppl
in the beginning i thought no ppl go geh
thx kien yong ,pei san ,eng seng
accompany me

so delicious loh

deserve than kepong de bbq+steamboat
walao ,next time hv promotion again i muz go
do jor so many sam bat thing
so enjoy 2day

lastly

happy birthday to cmy

quite boring holiday

a week of holiday

can say so boring 4 me

juz go out c movie

sing k

and the normal activiti

quite bore

i wanna go out with fren

go out a place

play together

c together

walk together

y i cant de

is tat nOt the time go out?

or my face problem?

hehe

where is my fren ?

all go where ad

y din call me go out

hate u all lah

heng

frienship

recently really something between us

but i do no how to describe it

juz can say our frienship really hv agitate

i do wan argue again

so tired

so juz freezing

and be emotion

bcos a men ?

a friend?

a matter?

i'm do no yet

mayb jealous

wakao,vomit

yesterday when u say u r nothing

i really angry le

bcos if u r nothing how about me

u care me b4

no ,u never

sometime i really will jealous

y u will care other ppl

but din care me

ok

mayb i'm childish

so hv tat kind of thinking

but i think u will hv tat feeling too

when i am not care about u

pls no comment

passerby

i'm toooooooo dissappointed

am i always waste one's breath

the answer is yes

no point to tell anything

ask anything nor answer anything

bcos at the end

not i willing de

no point to do anything to someone

i'm really treat my fren with heart

but......

did anyone know me

answer is no

bcos no one interest about me

my class t-shirt

leng mou

the cartoon my zaii design de

other i design de

hehe

i more prefer tis loh

but unforetunenaly not

tat ppl say the crown too complicate

so change jor

more simple de

sad.....

juz now i call tat ppl

walao

gv me scolded loh
haven finish oh

so angry loh

how long jor oh

then say change jor kain oh

bcos no stok

really wanna punch him loh

yer

dissappointed

bcos cant complete

our wat the family t-shirt

tat ppl lah

slowest than snail

i think he also 4get jor

haiz

sorry lah

wat the family

not i willing de

4give me

next time we but plain t-shirt

then me and zaii conteng on the shirt

zaii join mou?

haha

simply say oni lah

always say jor also din do geh

xi guan jiu hao

.......

STRESSSS ARHHHH

recently feel so stress ah

y i say like tat leh

i feel dou lah

1day ,exam

i as usual wake up early read loh

half way of reading

i feel bik cik liao

then think loh

y i nid to apply so much

y i wan let my brain stress

now i feel stress ad

after tis?

spm, college ,working ,fren

all of tat

how i face it

how i plan to going challenge it

wanna take a long rest ah

stress till tired

tired till die

after trial

u all muz accompany me ah

shopping,jogging,movie,eating

and so on lah

cant tahan ad lah

wan burst

eye operation again

after school
my mum tell me call my father
weather is 2day take me c doctor
my left eye lip there hv a small like pimpes
of corse not like pimpes
easy cum easy go lah
it happen about 1 month
wtf eye always hv problem
not small case ,it nid c specilist
haiz ,ko lian loh
dompet of my baba

wait jor about 1 hour
then c c c check check check
the doctor so funny loh
after check he tell me
u wan hear bad news or gud news
wah , terkejutnya...

then i say bad news loh
bla bla bla
(so long and nid tell detail lah,ask me lah,haha)
oic ,it the same problem like first time
then i ask gud news leh
he say
actually no nid do operation also ok de
boom dao lah
then my father ask wan do mou
actually hv abit heart pain de loh
bcos he nid spend a lot at my eye mah
then i say ok loh
do it 2day

actuaaly no feel de loh
do it b4 mah
but still hv feeling de lah
when tekan jarum
wah ,pain loh
juz a while lah
then no feel jor

finish jor
c the bill
RM 5++
wah,my dad dompet pain ,heart also pain ah
sayang back ah
hehe

now ,i am dok ngan long loh

我很想逃避现实

2day after examed add math
i bcom moodless and heart feel like wanna cry
bcos i noe how 2 do de
i din do
i leave blank
bcos no time
and so many answer is wrong

haiz ,so sad leh
i tution jor 1 year
still juz hv tat result
failed......
i'm too useless

i scared to know de real result of other subjek
i scared to face it
i wake up every exam de morning
study study study
non stop
at the end wat i'm get it
it really hurt
so every time anything i'm do was plan b4
so many thing if i feel no result after done
i juz cincai do or juz pass

tis time i used my full energy
to concentrate it
to do my best
but wat i will get
juz a hurted me result

omg,my honda accord

wat a damn bad luck 2day
scrape the car
arhhhh
hate tat
but i din scare
do no y
juz feel sorry to my father and the car
shit brem mall
hate go there ad
sempit de parking

when i turn scraakk
omg ,the car
arhhh ,damn hate ah
juz now scold by mum
she say wan me pay by mysel
i also wan
but no money mah
not i willing de mah

now wait my dad cum bac
then scold me gao gao lek loh
it is his lovely car leh
haiz ,sorry lah
less experience mah

hehe,next time c c hu de car crash or scrape
wakaka
juz kidding lah
do wan at hospital c u all leh
now i wif a willing scolded heart
scare my dad

TAMAN PERTANIAN

2day i went go out wif my family
wat the family
except moon hui
sui zaii
but nvm lo
she hv thing to do mah

about 8pm i reach school liao
c dou my family
wah ,all so sporty
wait dou about 8.30

yeah,bus cum liao
naik liao then choose place loh
when at bus
do no y bubu moodless
mayb i noe
so i dun disturb her
let her calm down

then i hear song
i sit wif benz
wakaka,she mp3 no sound geh
suddenly jack say play game
then i diam diam hear loh
play the telefon berkarat
wah,he choose me do leader oh
ok loh,i juz pei he them
so ki xiao at tat moment
haven finish the game
the driver say reach liao
waliao
so fast

all so happy
the toy and pooh
like model (vomiting)
whole journey take photo wif sendiri
aiyo, tak boleh tahan loh
nvm lah
so nan de cum mah

then go inside loh
wait the ticket
wait wait wait
wah ,rain liao
luii at there bising bising wan ride bicycle
housekeeper keep an wei her

yeah,ticket cum liao
all so happy
then go inside
bcos rain so wan wait bus
then turn luii moddless liao
bcos no bicycle
do no why 2day pn.chang so gud
gv us go around wif our self

haha
rent jor bicycle
then start our journey lu
all like din ride b4
like so po
haha
when ride till half of our journey
all so tired ad
start regret y wan lo fu lei san
haha,but juz a while lah

wah,do no it is the haeven wan play us
raining oh
but we still enjoy riding
till a pondok
then rest a while
-skip-

i suggest return the bicycle
they all ok
bcos also tired liao
we ride so fast
mayb 120km/h
wakaka,kidding lah
ride wif rain ,so cold leh
but still riding so happy and enjoy

after return
we start again our journey wif bus
pulang balik pulang balik so many time liao
the driver also regconize us

unforetunenaly cant go rumah empat musim
haiz sad
but all bcom model liao
whole journey take photo
ah li take more than us
haha

4.30 lu
bac lu
so tired loh
tis journey can say is go wif their transport oni
enjoy our self
wakaka

take jor so many photo leh
but not at here
at pooh ,toy,bubu there
if wan see ,ask them lah
haha